Years back

Just some random ramblings...

I just thought i need to share this.

Years back, I once rebelled too.
Things got worse.
Many people knew about that.
We avoided talking for slightly more than 3 yrs. And it was only a mth ago where we started saying few words only tho.
Things were still awkward.

But thinking back, it benefited me in a way.
As i'm more cautious in tt now, making sure i don't disappoint those ard me again.
Making sure i don't make the same mistake again.
Cuz i know the standard that i should follow.

I can say i kind of appreciated what she(LS) had done, although at tt time, it din ever occured to me tt i'll ever talk to her again.
But i'm glad i did.

Sometimes, care and concern are shown in a different way.
At that point of time, you may nt realise that they does it because they care for you.
But as time passes by, your thinking matures, you'll slowly understand.
No matter how long it takes, at least, we know they did that because they cared for you.
Yup.
That's all I've got to say with my past experience.
So i really hope they'll understand one day.

Anw,
Thanks to those who gave me advice, during that period of time.
You know who you are.
:)


(i hate my hair NOW. looks freaking ugly and it's damn short. lousy assistant hairdresser GRR i want my old hair back!!!)