Missed my chance

On Sunday morning, while we were having breakfast at Mac.
Chatting away, we suddenly touched on the topic of studying overseas.
Initially mum was telling me tt ZH kept persuading her to let me go to aust to find him, and i can also look for J as well.

And then...
Mum told this to me and brother,
Mum: If you all want to study overseas, you can. But you'll need to return us half if the sum for the school fees when you all start working.
Me: Eh!! Why didn't you said that earlier? If nt i'll sure study overseas. Boo.
Me: But what if we were to go to exchange programmes?
Mum: Of course we'll pay for all of that.
Me: -.- *disappointment. I have alr started school, so i dun think i'll have that chance anymore. (Saying to my brother) Well, you can consider that.
....
Me: *still complaining away, aiya why didn't you say that earlier?!


Then we changed topic and i continued eating my sausage Macmuffin.

Boo.
Why didn't i even dared to ask my parents to send me overseas.
(Because i'm afraid they'll reject it.)
But well, it's a lil too late for now.

Nvm, nxt year, girl, next year...
Parents said that they'll allow me to join the LSE summer school nxt year, but i'l have to keep a look out for the registration date, settle all the adminstrative stuffs on my own, and then let them know how much they'll need to pay for the summer school fees.