Yet Another Disappointment

My mood for the whole day was damn crappy.
Bitter ending?
I suppose so.
U blamed tt i was the one who caused it?
So be it.
U said tt i've changed?
So be it.
Prob u were right.
Now, I couldn't care more or less anymore.

Initially after the first spam, i told myself,
"Probably, partially was my fault, so just endure.
Just read the msges and forget about it.
No matter how harsh and insulting it is, just forget it."

But unexpectedly, today in the morning, i had another long msg again.
This time round, i acted differently.
I wasn't able to convince myself to do those listed above anymore.
Because everyone has their own limit.
I have mine too.
And don't ever test mine.

Most of the time, I'm good at hiding my emotions.

Honestly speaking, it didn't came across my mind tt u will be like this. Never.
BUT i was wrong.
PS. to get everything clear, this r/s did nt even started at all.