PMS-ing

It's been quite awhile since this was on my mind...

Sometimes, things will be better and not so complicated if i kept them to myself.

Not misunderstood.
Not exagerrated.
Not passed on to others who will blow it up even further, and gets me all so damn frustrated when another person come telling me another thing.

IF i had kept my mouth shut and pen down all my thoughts in my diary, i will have lesser things going on in my mind.

Sometimes i really wonder.
I REALLY WONDER...

Why do i even have to do those...?

When will i ever be THAT independent.