No words can express it

I started my first day of school today.
Principles of Accounting.
Wasn't really able to understand much tho.
I find it kind of confusing, so i had to just copy down all the notes.

Anw after school, mum came to pick me up.
Then went to NUH to visit one of my distant relative, tgt with my 3 aunts.
Afterwhich, we went to the Indonesian Restaurant at Clark Quay for lunch.
My cousin's aunt asked me to help her with smth, and i'll try my very best to help her.

Haiz.
I don't know how to express everything right now.
After hearing tt, i felt so...
shocked and disappointed.
I didn't expected it.
I really didn't.
Kor, please pleasseee...
Don't okie?